Just past 17th anniversary..
But I had forgotten to do something..
Hence, ended up spoiling my own mood =((

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I had changed my blog to tumblr !
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First day of work.
Yeah, a promoter for minute maid at Toa Payoh A NTUC.
Was simply tiring..
Woke up late today hence went to the outlet late as well.
I'm considered lucky it is a solo work.
However, unlucky as well because the booth's parts and samplings..
Are ALL at the 2nd floor while my booth need to be set up at 1st floor..
Was carrying stuffs up and down, with trolley and bare hands.
A lot of confusion during the process..

After break was okay but the stuffs are too heavy for me to bring up and down the table..
Hence, I didn't give myself toilet break =((
Only had 1 hour break.. Yeah my only break..
Was totally broke..
Need to deposit 5dollars for the promoter pass !
Help my company buy ice !!!
Tomorrow need to help buy again..
OH SHIT I THINK I THREW AWAY TODAY'S RECEIPT!!
NOOO~~~~~ T^T
Can't claim for today =((

Hope everything will be alright tomorrow..

P.S.
I guess I'm lucky to have you..
All the guys are asking for break up because they can't tolerate their gfs..
But no matter how many mistakes I made..
You continue to forgive me..
Thanks my darling, you are, indeed, the best <3

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I really feel like letting myself cry out loud..
But I had already done it this few nights..
It is enough, I should really stop.
Stop letting this mood swing controlling me.
I had caused too many troubles with it..


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I'm so hungry..
Ate porridge during the morning and 3 balls of Takoyaki this afternoon..
My mom asked the mahjong players whether they are hungry..
But she didn't ask me..
I purposely look around for food..
She still didn't ask whether im hungry..
Is "no money" her reason again?

Tried my best not to cry but..
That hurts me way too much for me to tolerate..
Exactly what am I to this family?
Is money more important than family?

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everything is so out of place now..
why must it always be money money money..
im so exhausted..
all thanks to mr money..

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Sprained my leg on monday night.
Was playful hence ended up with injuries and a sprained ankle.
Wasn't able to walk, a little bit of movement done to my left ankle..
I will started tearing (ops =x ).

Went to see doctor yesterday and the doctor gave me 2 days MC.
She told me to go back find her if my ankle still swollen and pain by tomorrow..
Oh seriously, I won't go find you again..
You will be eating my money -_-
Hence, I most probably will drag my ankle to school tomorrow.

The injuries and ankle still pain even till now =/
Hope everything gets a lot better by tmr,
Because I'm so behind time whether in studies or projects !
Goshhhhhhhhh !!!

P.S.
Take care my darling !

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Happy 18th birthday to ain~!!

Went to Tampines to celebrate Ain's birthday :D
Bought mini cakes for her and celebrated at T1,
directly outside Yamakawa.
(Alicia,Laura,Yee Fong and me)
The cakes are yummy <3!

After taking a group photo, eating the cakes and stuffs,
we went to the T1 arcade.
Was hoping for Bishibashi latest version,
however, they don't have it~
Instead, we took a neoprint together :D
After taking the neoprint, we went to TM!

Yeah, went there to look for arcade again =x
Found bishibashi~ but older version =/!
However, we still enjoyed ourselves playing it xD !
After playing, we went to the open plaza(?) and fooled around.
Lots of photos and videos taken, should be with them.
Ah, I wanna take photos too T_T !

Anyway, hope everyone enjoyed themselves :D !!

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ROAR!

Yesterday I went for some highlighting :D
Ther person helped me highlighted a copper color butttt
It can't be seen unless under the sunlight =(!
Quite like the color though~
They give me a temporary perm too~
Like the perm xD!



Yeah I know, the fringe ugly =x
Haha~

Ahh~
I only went for Kbox 3 times or 4 =(
No money no choice xDD! HAHA

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It is the 10th April.

Happy 15th month darling ;D!

Although you most probably won't read this,
since you're so lazy to go read blogs -.-!

Thanks for everything =)!

Okay so~~~
My blog is as dead as ever.
Really lazy to give a damn to it =/!
Yeah, I got lots of things to blog about but..
They are meant to be secrets xD!

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My stomach stil damn unwell but..
I'm feeling hungry now..
My house don't have anything for me to eat currently =S!

Anyway..
Screw moodswings..
They are so F*CKING my life now zzz
They made me feel so stress so sad so down so depress so fed up..
ARGH!

I'm tired of everything ..
But I must jiayou haha.



Time don't wait for us..
Treasure the ones you love while you still can..
Don't regret it only after you lost it.

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I had a McSpicy yesterday..
First time trying and..
Keep going toilet today!!
Stomach feeling a bit hot still !!
Lol..Failed =((!

I haven't try BigMac too,
Should try it next time =x!

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I just did a stunt..
An embarrassing one!!
My darling saw the whole process,
He worried first, after knowing I'm fine..
He starts to laugh!!
ROAR!
How dare u laugh! Hmph >X((

This few days were stressful..
I supposed it will continue to be stressful but..
No choice xD!

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I don't know..
Why is everyone toying with me..

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I feel so shitty now..
I don't know anything..
Seriously..
Everything you did is so contradicting..

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My brother took my adapter!!
And yeah, my laptop died out on me during the afternoon..
After 2 ~ 3 hrs of use, not bad I guess??
And it happened that, my brother took my adapter because..
His adapter spoiled!
And stupid Fujitsu's adapter can be used on ASUS -_-!
Anyway something AMUSING happened..

So yesterday I found out that,
My laptop LCD appeared a black line below..
I was thinking "Argh, Fujitsu Service Centre again.."
However,it went back normal today -_-!
So is this some kind of joke?!

P.S.
Had 2 pieces of cakes, still feel hungry =/
I think I will go find some more food muahaha!

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Sometimes I just feel like telling that person..


"Stop acting like you are a good person, a good friend..
When you can actually treat me like a substitute!"


Human always talk about how others are being so inhuman..
But humans are actually the most inhuman themselves.

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im so sick and tired of everything
Family, school, works, money...
You told me it was because of him
That's why the family became like this..
But why wouldn't you reflect about your actions?
I keep crying and crying..
I only can count on my games to distract me..
Sometimes I just feel like shouting
"Just kill me!"
But I can't..
I can't just throw away my life like this..
Every life must be treasured..

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Gotten back the result!!
I score better than I thought though~
Having a mix feelings now..
Surprised, shocked, happy, sad, bla bla bla~

Let's jiayou for the next few semesters!!
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE =D !

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Mom's blaming on me for the electricity bills.
A person who on his computer way longer than me, everyday..
Can have lesser electricity bill than my family?!

Reason: My family play overnight mahjong 2-5 times in a week..
And yes, every week~~
3 lights are being on, fans are being on,
Sometimes the mahjong players didn't even close the water tap properly
Or switching off the toilet's lights..
And mom!!!
You even on the TV and sleep!!
GRR!

=((
My mom don't talk logic at all~~

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I want to live in my own world..
My own dreams..
I don't want to face the reality..

The truth always hurt..
I don't want to assume but..
Every little thing is leading me to that conclusion..
But I wish to hold onto that little hope inside my heart..
No matter what the result is.

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Finally the presentation week is over..
Now, left with just one cmaths paper :D
This semester most probably is a F-L-U-N-K for me =S!
Lots of things can only be describe by 3 words, Cannot Make It.
Except for Jap, maybe this CDS will work out?
Since my term test and listening test both get a nice score =)

Hope everything is alright~
Same to all of u!!
(Especially my darling, sonne, alicia, ain, yeefong and laura!! =P)

The blog is dead, yes!! I KNOW --"
I just update it lols~
My phone came final reminder..
135dollars..
How m I suppose to get the money in such a short time?!
I dont know when I need to pay because..
I go threw away the reminder =X!

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LONG TIME NO BLOG~

Projects deadline are just this week and next week~

This week:
- Sociology presentation
- Jap Role-play
- MOS Video (Submitted)
- MMP Self-Promotional Poster (Submitted)
- MMP Scenario Development (Dead)

Next Week:
- ANP
- NMT Presentation
- NMT Blog
- MOS Website
- MMP Scenario Presentation
- CMSK Oral Presentation

That's all I think =/
Isn't it little -.-!

Currently at school trying to do website/flash but..
My mind is blockkkk :D!!

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Got a new hair cut today =))
But I guessed it isn't obvious to others since..
No one noticed it and even when I told the person I cut my hair..
He totally don't believe it -.-!

But..
It is so damn obvious to me =S
Even my family also never notice at all..
Oh well whatever!!

Will upload a photo of me with my new haircut on facebook soon =)!

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