Hi people!!
Surprised??
Well,my sis bought a flexicard..
Which allow her to purchase internet for 3days.
Well,wanted to upload some pictures but..
My mouse is giving me too much problem so..
I decided to upload pics after I get a new mouse or
borrow my sis mouse.
Currently my sis is using it.

ANYWAY!!
Signed the Mio plan last saturday but
The person told us the earliest date they can install it is..
6th January 2009..
And my sis seriously wanna use face book to feed her pet..
So she bought the card.

Spent most of the time going out or using msn from the free broadband,
Not much was done.

Ok so went Ps to watch Bedtime Stories yesterday with..
8 GUYS -.-
Gavin,Feng Gang,Yong Jie,Kwan Hong,Wibi,Ziqi,Keng Long and Jervis.
If my mom was to know this..
I am so gonna get kill by her -_-!!
The show was nice,yes NICE!
Was laughing our arse away.
After the show,we were "forced" to walk back home.
It was already 1am after the show -.=
And we seriously don't have the money to cab
(Well I know only I don't have!!)
So we choose to walk home.
Ziqi,Kwan Hong and Feng Gang was drove home by FG's uncle.
Good huh -.-

And by the time I get home,
My mom was nagging me like no tomorrow -.-!!

P/S:
I want a new mouse!!

WOOTS~
Just came from Count-down with..
GAVIN,KENG LONG,TECK SENG,ALEX,SHENG QUAN AND SQ'S STEAD(wen ting or what spelling??).
Well not really count down -.-
Just spent the night together lawl!
We gathered at Lucky Chinatown Mac,
then we went to Gavin's down-stair basketball court,
to play basketball.
Wen Ting(??) and I sat one side watching them play.
Well,I don't mind since I love watching people play basketball =d
NOT SOCCER but BASKETBALL!
BUT..
The weather was damn cold and I forgotten my jacket -.-
I was sitting there shivering LOL!

Around 1am,Yong Jie came to join us.
They continued basketball~
But oh well,I kind of ruined their play time..
Because of my dad's "good deed",
I was "summoned" back home immediately..
Hence they stopped the game =S sorry people.
ANYWAY END OF STORY =D!!

P/S:
Well there ever be any peace in this house??
I feel like running away zz!

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IT IS X'MAS EVE!
AND I AM STAYING HOME LOL!

Not like it matters..
Never did I celebrate x'mas or x'mas eve before -.-

ANYWAY!
Wish everyone a
MERRY XMAS!!

P/S:This is boring -.-
Esp watching others lovey dovey =.=

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I won't be using internet for some weeks..
And seriously,I don't know when I be using it again.

My mom had asked the person to cancel the line
And today is the last day of contract..
Which means,tomorrow onwards no internet
Until we apply for a new line..

My mom totally act according to her own!
She said she don't know that we can cancel the line
ANYTIME..
Oh my ASS please..
Someone who know about phone contracts..
Doesn't know about this..
You gotta be kidding me..
She is so TOTALLY don't want me to use computer..
Because..
SHE THINKS THAT I AM THE ONLY ONE USING HER ELECTRICITY..

Then why won't she stop playing mahjong?
Like continuously playing for days and on the lights..
CONTINUOUSLY for DAYS~
And the people forgetting to off lights after using the toilet..
Seriously..
I'm so tired of my mom..
When I had money,she kept ask me for it..
When I don't,she forbid me to waste any of hers..
By taking away my "communication tool"

I am so not going to give her
ALL MY BURSARY AWARD..
NO FUCKING HELL WAYY!

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ARGH WHAT A DAY?!
Okay la..Not as bad as I think =x

SO...
My sis took me to

phase
hairdressing

which is @ Bugis..
Their boss is cool !
Well,my first impression was gay =x
But after some "talk",
I found out that he is actually very cool!
The way he talked about how he going to style my hair..
IS ABSOLUTELY COOL!
It is so damn hell different from those
down-stairs salon -.-!
Well,guys also can get your hair cut there..
They are unisex hairdressing =)
Everyone looks so cool ~
After getting a hair cut from there.
Well,it isn't cheap as well =x
After all,they are using LOREAL's equipments o.o
Oh and they took seriously long =.=
My sis wanted to dye hair and a cut..
It took like 3hours -.-
And I waited at there like some dummie =.=

Anyway..
I secretly took a picture at the there..
HERE IT IS!

Well..
It looks as if the legs are mine..
But the truth is..
The legs are actually a male customer's legs =x
He was just sitting in front of me..
And because the mirror is half-length hence...
It looks like my legs xD!



After all this...
Went to vivocity..
Was suppose to have dinner at there but..
Because Dian Xiao Er sold out their ducks..
My brother want find other place to eat -.-
And we went to Outram to eat Ka Soh..
Well..The meal cost 200++ >.> =x
HEHEHE!!!

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Went to watch YESMAN! today at Tiong cinema,
With Gavin,Jervis and ZhengYee!
The show was damn hilarious!
Everyone was laughing their ass off.

Especially the 3 guys!!
SO LOUD!!
Like they booked the theatre!!

After the show,the guys went to look for places to eat.
OTW,met quite a lot of people >.>
Anyway,we went to ZY house after the guys had their dinner.
I was like..
At there waiting for ZY to "approve" to let me go home..
(His gate was locked)
DAMN HUNGRY LA!!
(Mom cooked dinner for me)
It was until 10pm then ZY let me off --;

He was forcing people to send me home -_-
Like don't force people you dumbass!!

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MWAHAHAHA!!!
Shall update about this few days...

Yesterday went to pray my Ah Gong and Ah Ma.
The temple was damn crowded.
Need to "queue" for the table.
The whole place was filled with smoke,
And I kept tearing -_-

After praying,my sis and I went to Orchard
For some shopping spree again *giggle*
Oh ya!
For those who still don't know..
Kinokuniya is having 20% discount for members..
Until 29 dec or 30 dec..(Forgotten =) )
For more information,go their website to check =)!!

ok photos time :D!!
(Arrangements are random)


Orchard xmas tree..
Lazy to adjust it =x
Just tilt your head =D


3 leafs on my bro's car -_-


My nephew Jonathan o.o

The following desserts are from Obolo!




Hot Chocolate..
Really very chocolate -_-


The espresso..

..IS ACTUALLY SUCH A MINI CUP =D



The desserts are really damn nice!! kekeke

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OK!
This is the firefox theme requested~


ANYWAY!
Took some pictures..
Which was displayed at chinatown..
TADA!!

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Saw Gavin's theme...
like cool~
So asked him for help on how to get the themes..
BLAH BLAH BLAH~~

Anyway,went to find new wallpaper as well..
After using the theme,
Then I noticed my original wallpaper don't really suit..

AND TADA!!!

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ROAR!!
-.-'

Yesterday went to vivocity to meet with my sis..
Get introduced to some jobs..
But seriously,I am lazy -_-
Erm anyway,continue with my story..
After I met with my sis,
We went to BakerZin for dinner..
Not bad o.o!!
I love the desserts lots!!
And just for that dinner..
My sis spent 50++ dollars LOL!

OK PICS TIME!!



This may look like a small cup..
But..
IF you look closely,
The ice will actually melt and over flow~


I know this looks disgusting..
Because we munched a bit =x!!



PIZZAS..
Well my sis already started eating that is why =x
so..
LOL!




One pizza from my sis..
And Pasta~

Well the food suppose to look nice but..
My phone camera .. =X

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OMIGOD!!

FINALLY..
I HAD BEEN WAITING FOR THIS!!
NOW I PRESENT...

GENSOU SUIKODEN!!

HEHE!!
Well,I know you all don't bother about it but..
HEY IT IS OUT!!
I been waiting for NDS version to out!!
It always been PS PS PS..
Although it is in Japan version still..
In the near future,USA version will out too =D=D!!
So many games I want to play man!!
Hehe I am greedy XD

Screen Shots =D

KEKEKEKEKE!!

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SO LIKE I GOT NOTHING TO DO..
HENCE,I CAME TO BLOGGER TO BLOG!!

Well,again..erm..So like..
Okay,I shall stop with the words -_-
Anyway..
Today went out to eat with Zheng Yee and Gavin.
Zheng Yee was like saying,
"Meet at 5.40pm,whoever late suck my balls!!"
AND GUESS WHAT??
Zheng Yee was the last to reach -__-
After,some "scoldings" for Zheng Yee,
We went to People's Park CENTRE to eat..
Well,ok I never eat..
I just stared at them eat LOL!

So,after finishing the meal,we walked around
People's Park COMPLEX(DIFFERENT!!)
Crapping,buy drinks to drink blah blah..
That zheng yee was being a disgusting person!!
Saying all sorts of things and
SPITTING THE PEARLS(BUBBLE TEA) OUT!!

Well so,wandering around and so and so..
IT IS LIKE 6.30pm!!
So we went to zheng yee's house for fun -_-
Watching him msn and play his facebook --;
Around 8pm,we left his house..
AND TADA THATS IT LOL!

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ARGH!!
Been vomiting since I woke up..
I am not pregnant -_-
Get nagged by my mom >.>

Was scared of vomiting again..
Hence,I went to take a nap..
Woke up get nagged again -_-

Haven't have my first meal of the day --;

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OK!!
Its been days since I last updated..
I seriously don't want to lose my readers,
Especially when there is one or two reader(s) "coming in" lately..
Well,anyway,I shall update about my outing with my sis during last Sunday..
Yar,with my sis again --;
(Ok I typed wrong year -_-)

14th December 2002 2008

Taken some photos before boarding the train..


Ok doing stupid things again -_-


And again..


Ghost images again -_-


My sis clothes LOL!


K,I give her a "sneak attack" when she sms-ing

Then we went to Cityhall Robinson,
Since my sis wanna buy x-mas gifts for her friends..
But she ended up buying things for herself -_- LOL!
After that,we go to Marina Square..
(Went there to buy shoe for me =x)
There is this shop,
Which sells shoes that were drew by "artists".
There are also shoes with unique patterns on them..

And this is the shoe I asked my sis to buy for me..



Ok it looks childish to you all,I know..
But seriously..It looks nice to me =)
The person must had spent lots of time on it..
Anyway,thanks to my sis..
I had one full set of cny clothes + shoe..
My mom don't intend to get it for me so..
I won't expect anything from her -_-
I wonder..Will she even give me a red packet??

P/S:The dreams I had,are frightening me

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Was reading through Seventeen..
And found this page about this hairstyle..
It is like..
DAMN COOL!

Short hair too~
How I wish I am suitable for it -.-
But everyone is telling me..
"Long fringe made you looked half-dead"

OK FINE THEN!!
I shall look for other hairstyles..

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ARGH!!
Went to download IE
because I want to see my tagboard scrollbar..
BUT!!
IE MAKE MY BLOG UGLIER!!
ALL THE FONT COLOUR IS LIKE FADING AWAY~
...
IE AND FIREFOX HAVE DIFFERENT TYPE OF WHITE COLOUR??

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Finally..
I had found a wallpaper that I like and..
Finally,I get the code correct..
Been searching wallpapers and codes for like..
DAYS!!
When I finally found it..
I spent 3 hours editing and previewing..
Was like damn tired --;

Anyway,the codes I download from blogskins
Then I found the wallpaper at animewallpapers.
After that,I start combining both together..
Edit and so on..
And this is the result =DD!!

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Well..
I'm going to upload some disgusting pictures..
To "Thanks" Zheng Yee FOR WHAT HE HAD DONE!!
Here are some of it..
Well,it is really nothing compared to what Zheng Yee HAD DONE!!






ENLARGE IT FOR A NICER VIEW!!

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Seriously..
What's wrong with this family?..
Or rather,what's wrong with my parents?..
One after another,
Kept asking money from my sis!!

Mom asked for 50dollars..
And my dad asked for 10dollars..
-__-

Like hello..
My sis just spent her money getting x-mas gifts for her colleagues..
Not like both of you don't know..
This is...ABSURD

Looking for new skins again..
Really find the content box small and..
For some reason,the pictures always never load finish =/

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Was damn sian yesterday..
The company which we went to interview last week..
Only 3 of them get in..
(Zheng Yee,Jaslyn and Seng Leong)
Which means..
Need to find a new job again zz

Like seriously..
Only F&B is going to recruit me??
Maybe,even F&B also refuse to recruit me zz
ASSHOLE!!

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Went shopping with my sis yesterday :D
Walked until legs sore -_-
Spent too much time at home,rotting..
Hence,my legs easily get sore by like just few hours -.-
Anyway,went to Liang Court,to see if there is any clothing shops..
BUT!!!!
LIANG COURT IS LIKE MOSTLY F&B STORES -__-
Japanese love food > clothes? >.>
So,after that we directly went to central to shop around but..
Nothing much as well -_-
Thus,we went to vivo city,to shop for x mas gifts..
Which my sis is buying for her colleagues.
Well,she did buy some stuffs for her colleagues..
But also bought some stuffs for me XD!!
Going to upload one of the stuffs..
Since all are clothes except one -_-

OH YA!!!
We went to Shin Kuboshi(Forgotten the spelling) for dinner..
The food was nice..
Just that some of their grilled food not that nice..
so... PICTURES TIME~



Lol,don't we look like ghosts in the image??
My sis wearing purple top while I am the orange top


o.o what she doing??



The "scene" from Shin restaurant..
The customers were shocked when my phone flashed LOL


The receipt..70dollars!! XD


The xmas gift my sis gave me =D!!
A musical snow globe..kekeke

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LIKE HEY!!
I finally decided to spend some time to upload some stupid pictures..

Like this is taken during 29 November LOL..
Went to Zheng Yee's house after having lunch together..

29th November

Like LOL!!
Zheng Yee was talking with Keng Long on phone..
And hugging his shin chan at the same time :x

The view from zy's window..




Went to look for job...
And after that we started to... SLACK :D

1st December





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Is letting go so hard?
I thought it was over that time
When I heard you have someone you like..
But why is the feeling coming back again??
Stop luring my heart to you..
I had enough of BGR..
IT SUCKS..


Would you choose to..
Accept someone who like you but you dont like at all..
OR wait until the person you like to fall in love with you..
Even though you know that person will never fall in love with you?
OR...
Wait until a time..
A time that you will find someone whom you like..
And he/she like you as well?

Hard to decide ah xD
Since you will never know if..
You gonna find a person who will like you and you like too..

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HEY!!!
Went to find job today with zheng yee and gavin..
Not really success I guess -___-..
Anyway,halfway met with jervis and celin o.o
Like just nice they were watching movie at Plaza Sing..
But it was like,not much jobs and nothing to shop -__-
Just wander around,crapping..
Uploading stupid pics tomorrow -___-
Walked the whole day,damnnnn tired!!

Was tagged by Olivia hence...

describe your ideal partner.

1)He love me more than I do(If not he will become like my dad >.>)
2)Willing to protect me even if he is confront by gangsters
3)Strong yet not muscular like wrestling pros
4)Nice body :x
5)Accept everything about me
6)Able to convince me that he is the one
7)Dont smoke or drink
8)Not a flirt
9)Respect me
10)A humourous person
11)Can always make me feel happy and relax and comfortable.

TAGGED:
Zheng Yee
(K only tag one :x Lazy tag two xD)

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ROAR!!
Finally i gonna update about the Msia Trip LOL!!~

Well..
COUGH!!
It is like last Sunday ...
Was forced to wake up at 6am =.=
Like I slept at 2am LOL!!

Anyway nothing much to update..
Because....
The trip wasnt free and easy..
The worse thing was...
We paid the same amount as everyone..
yet the others get to sit the comfortable BUS
And all we get is a not comfortable MINI VAN
NONO!!
THATS NOT THE WORSE!!
THE WORSE IS...
NO TOUR GUIDE!!
The driver just let us wander about..
Told us the time to board back the van..
THATS IT!!

ANYWAY~~~~
PHOTO TIME~~

LOOK AT THE COFFEE CUP!!SAW SOME BLACK STUFFS???

Those are flies~~

FEW MINS LTR

AND LOOK AGAIN!!!


EW!!!LOL!!!

That is the Organic Garden we went...
Full of Flies..
IRRITATED LA!!!

And last but not least:


My Sis's Shoe(white) and MINE(Black)!

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WOOOOTS~

Went to pool today..With XY and BH!!
(You know who???Ya you know~)
LIKE SO FUN!!
Well,I just learned it today..
It is my first time touching the stick
BUT IT IS SOOOOO FUN!!

Although I still send the white ball flying
Or I become whacking the white ball when my hand slips,
IT IS STILLL SOOOO FUNN!!!

Well,but hey!!
I can play a little tiny bit :D!!
And I know the rules~~
SOOOO!!!!
Let's play pool together people :D~~

Well..But..
BH was kind of frustrated when trying to teach xy and I :x
Hehe..


POOL IS SOOOO FUN~~!!!!

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HELLO HELLO!!
From what I heard,
yesterday was Prom Night..

HEY FRIENDS!!
WHERE IS MY PROM NIGHT OUTING??
I THOUGHT YOU ALL SAID THAT
"LETS GO OUT WHILE THEY HAVING PROM NIGHT??"
I WAS STAYING AT HOME WHOLE DAY!!
DAMNIT!!

I was like GRRR
Totally DAMNIT!

I guess I shall just place one
"Loner" Board..
Yup,yup,I'm following you Mouse :D!!

GRR!!

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KK I UPDATE!!!
FINE!!!
HAPPY??

K..
So what should I update about?
What I did daily?
K..

I everyday..
First thing in the morning..
Is brush my teeth,wash my face,comb my hair..
Bathe..WHATEVER LA!

Anyway..
I just do whatver thing I need to do and..
Turn on the computer and start..
STARING AT IT..
So now I am trying to look for drama to watch..
But I starting to get sian of it la =.=
Games also get sian...
Life is so sian..
I just feel like go on and sleep until I get back my result
-___-!!!

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WOAH!!
O LVL ENDED TODAY!!

Anyway...

Was having fever since yesterday..
Whatever I ate,I will just vomit it out

GRR!!
And today was such a nice day,
LAST DAY OF O LVL!!
And i cant celebrate -.-

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Everything is wrong..
EVERYTHING

I felt everyone is so distant...
But haha..
Was never close to anyone..

Everyone had found their best friend..
And when i thought i found one..
She left me..
Well..

Secondary school is ending..
Will my poly life be a bright one??
I wanna find a new friend or someone..
Who can makes me forgot about my parents broken marriage...

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I dont know why but..
I just feel very tired..
All negative emotions are filling me..
I only wanted to eat McDonald..
And you all said I am spoiled..
Does that means people who always eat fast food everyday..
Already being scrapped??

Treated me like Maria..
And a little treats for Maria cannot is it?
argh..
Ass Hole!!

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Everything will be fine...


How I wish I can say that to myself..

Big Brother is moving out soon?
My sister and I will be staying behind in this house..
Really don't know what to say...

Why aren't you giving up??
Things had passed like..So many days..
Yet you are still complaining about it..
You may think that..
By complaining,everyone will sides you..
However,everyone know the truth..

We love you..
but the things you did..
Is really driving me insane..
Please stop it...

ANYWAY!!
Thanks for everyone and..
Sorry for making everyone worried..
I am fine =D
Just trying to pour my feelings out =d

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Why hold grudges against others?
Why must you always remember the hatred and not the happiness?
Why must you always complain the same thing over and over again?

Aren't you tired of it?
Aren't you giving it up?
Aren't you going to forget about it or let it go?

Your complains,your hatred..
It is tiring us..
A small little thing,you can make a fuss out of it..
No one scolding you and you just don't believe us..
We are doing it for your own good and ours as well..
And you think we are being mean to you..
Told you the that we meant well but..
You just don't want to admit you are at wrong..

Who would want to go your house and play mahjong,
when you always scold them?
They are playing for themselves..
Even if they did something wrong,
You can't scold them..
They aren't your children..
NOT EVEN THAT CLOSE TO BE A FRIEND!

P/S:We are moving out..
And most probably leaving dad and you at this house..
Sis and Bro can't stand it anymore..
Please stop thinking so much..

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What is kinship??
If it is only a title which bond people together..
I dont want it..
I want it to be..
Something that tells me that..
"We are family because we are meant to be one"

I really cant forgive what my Dad had done..
It isnt totally his fault..
But..It isnt easy to forgive the things he had done..
Yet,I cant deny the fact that..
He do still care for us..
At least for the children..

Sometimes I really feel like forgiving him for what he had done..
However,everything is going to end soon..
We are going to move out of here..
Soon..
I really going to miss here..
Everyone,even the neighbours,treated us soooo well..

PS:Let's start all over again..As a single parent family..

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It is an english song from Time Hollow.
It is not an slow song anyway >.>
It is also not a full version =D
Anyway try listening to it =d

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Yesterday went to Bugis for a little small shopping spree..
With my sis..
It was supposed to end with a "happy ending" --;
But dont know why..
All of a sudden i ran to the toilet!!
AND AND!!
Vomitted!
-__-
And all i vomit was the drink i drank..
The food i ate,i never even vomit out a bit!!
Like what!!
It is only a cold drink -__-
I was totally scared.
My mind turned blank,
suddenly felt so dizzy like i going to faint anytime..
My legs turned wobbly~
Everyone in the toilet stared at me -.-

It was only a vomit..
Why does it turns to be so complicated huh?
Like i am pregnant LOL
=__=
People i am still a virgin >.>
lols!!

Ok stupid nonsense -__-
O lvl is starting soon and and and...
I still not living in reality!!
I AM SO DEAD :D!!

PLEASE PEOPLE!!LET'S GO OUT SOMEWHERE NEAR TO STUDY!!

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Just now went to Liang's Court to have lunch with erm..
Zheng Yee,Keng Long,Gavin,Ziqi,LKH and Wei Yuan..
Went to subway and eat..Like that was my first meal -_-
I woke up at 10am? Went to eat at 3pm?
The worse thing was..
I DIDN'T EVEN FINISH IT -____-|||
Another thing was..
I WAS CHEATED BY THEM!!
At first,I only thought go have a meal and go back home..
In the end,they are actually going to study -.-
I walked such a long way just to have a meal and go home..
DOTS!!

And I don't think I'm going to have dinner..
Just woke up from a nap..
And a nap actually seems to accelerate in worsen my condition..
(*@#&*@#(@#^@*&^#!!

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ZZZ!!
Fever,headache,eyes pain,body ache,stomach pain?!
What the HELL laaaa T_T
I like finally decided to go out study..
So many things come out zz
And my brother know I am not feeling well,
He still at there trying to irritate me..
ZzZz
Headache ah headache.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO...
JUI HAO AH GONGG!!!

People..
Today is such a bored day..
Totally sitting at my seat doing nothing
But resting..
Only during last period..
I cant stand it and start walking around..
Disturbing people --;
During recess..
Still thought that even though xy and bh never go for school..
Willy and Fuk Kin will still accompany to eat..
Guess what..
They went to eat with their friends..
When i saw them outside standing waiting for someone..
I thought they were waiting for me!(Shameful)
In the end..
They were waiting for Alger,Charles,Yiren And Tobie..
Still got who i not sure haha..
Thus,I ended up never go for recess..
ZZZ
SCHOOL SUCKS PEOPLE!
I dont understand why so many people love school..
Well..They have so many friends not like me haha..
WHATEVER..
Need to get use to being alone..
Since I going to become even more lonely..
In poly..

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My life begin as a new life that my mom never wanted..
And now will it end as a failure as well??


Get back all of my prelim results..
Totally disappointing.
Science borderline..
Not even a close to 60
Amaths only 59..
Chinese?Just passed..
Waste money by re-taking zzz..
ENGLISH FAILED...
Combined Humans..Just passed..
Very disappointed with my Social Studies..
Wanted to get at least 30..
But who can I blame on other than myself?
Since I was the one who choose to study halfway..
I am now hearing my family scolding and insulting me..
Hahax..
Feel like commiting suicide T_T
But I dont have the courage =)
Dreamt about me wanting to commit suicide but..
Even in dream,I also dont have the courage lols
What a coward am I..

Oh my..
Recently all my posts are getting more and more..
Emotionally..Don't you think?=D
What can i do?
Can't help but thinking it as this way haha..
Everyone chosen ther path..
I wanted a path which my family objected..
Now i really don't feel like studying anymore..

P/S:God bless everyone of us..

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This is a post for me to read..
To remind me what I going to do..
So..Those who don't want to read,
No need to force yourself..
Stop acting like you want to know me more..
WHILE YOU DON'T WANT!!GET IT?!

Loneliness is filled in the world..
It follow you..
Even when you are with the one you loves,
Loneliness will still try to engulf you..
Maybe that is why..
Even when you are with your friends,
You will still feel lonely

Feel lonely in school..
Everyone is happily participating in the conversation
But I can't seem to get my turn..
Everything I said,can't seem to reach them..
They are always walking side by side,two by two,
While I walk with my imagined buddy,Silent..
I knew it all along,
It was me who don't want to participate,
Not others abandoning me but..
I just can't seem to get attention from you all..
Yes,I love attention,I do..
I want everyone to know that..
ME,Shim Foong Ting,is in this world..
And I want everyone to notice me..
I want my family to praise me..
But it just can't seem to be working..
Maybe,it was because I just don't open my heart..
But will there be anyone willing to listen to my complaints..
Willing to accept my selfishness..
The dark side of mine?
I am scared to let other sees..
Let other know that..
I am not the one they think I AM..
I want to live to everyone's expectation..
But it is very tiring..
I giving up..
I am going to live according to what I WANT..
I will not put the stupid smiling face anymore..
I will laugh when I want,
Smile when I feel like..
No more stupidly smiling away =)

What a long post huh..
Feel like reading or not is depending on you
=)

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ROAR!!
Didnt get back any paper today -.-''
Might as well stay at home and rest..
Well,lols,but got to talk with xy n zy so never mind I guess..
Anyway,took some pictures in toilet!
HEH!
Not some photos of me or any of the people..
But the things in the toilet!!
It IS NOT DISGUSTING
BUT PRETTY~
I heard that it was the GB who decorate the toilet..
Anyway,I will also be uploading some photos
which were taken few days ago..


7 good reasons why you took so long on the loo!!
*giggle*







the guy who was emo-ing in the bus..

Well,nothing,it was just a BOHAN!

Zheng yee seems to be thinking something seriously..



NAH!!He was just dozing off xD!~

That's the photos!BUAIS!

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