My feelings now are..Very complexed..
I just read a blog of a girl who is like a 'mei' to me..
She misunderstood my meanings,my actions and everything..
During class,I sit beside you yet never talk to you is because..
You are busy doing your work,listening to music..
I dont wish to disturb you..
But to you,I am ignoring maybe?
I say sometimes you are a stranger to me is because..
Sometimes when you are sad or angry,
you rather choose to write down your feelings,than telling me..
Sometimes..You even rather choose to tell that person your feelings..
I never talk much not because I feel bored to be with you or what..
Is because..Since small I am alone,I'm already used to quiet..
Now do you know why I say u sometimes a "stranger" to me?
You never tell me anything you wanted so much to tell me..
I dont know if you going to even read this a not..
And tomorrow I going to meet you to study..
I scared I will just pour out my feelings in front of you..
Hah I sound like a lesbian,isn't it?

PS:I am a loser..