HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO...
JUI HAO AH GONGG!!!

People..
Today is such a bored day..
Totally sitting at my seat doing nothing
But resting..
Only during last period..
I cant stand it and start walking around..
Disturbing people --;
During recess..
Still thought that even though xy and bh never go for school..
Willy and Fuk Kin will still accompany to eat..
Guess what..
They went to eat with their friends..
When i saw them outside standing waiting for someone..
I thought they were waiting for me!(Shameful)
In the end..
They were waiting for Alger,Charles,Yiren And Tobie..
Still got who i not sure haha..
Thus,I ended up never go for recess..
ZZZ
SCHOOL SUCKS PEOPLE!
I dont understand why so many people love school..
Well..They have so many friends not like me haha..
WHATEVER..
Need to get use to being alone..
Since I going to become even more lonely..
In poly..

My life begin as a new life that my mom never wanted..
And now will it end as a failure as well??


Get back all of my prelim results..
Totally disappointing.
Science borderline..
Not even a close to 60
Amaths only 59..
Chinese?Just passed..
Waste money by re-taking zzz..
ENGLISH FAILED...
Combined Humans..Just passed..
Very disappointed with my Social Studies..
Wanted to get at least 30..
But who can I blame on other than myself?
Since I was the one who choose to study halfway..
I am now hearing my family scolding and insulting me..
Hahax..
Feel like commiting suicide T_T
But I dont have the courage =)
Dreamt about me wanting to commit suicide but..
Even in dream,I also dont have the courage lols
What a coward am I..

Oh my..
Recently all my posts are getting more and more..
Emotionally..Don't you think?=D
What can i do?
Can't help but thinking it as this way haha..
Everyone chosen ther path..
I wanted a path which my family objected..
Now i really don't feel like studying anymore..

P/S:God bless everyone of us..

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This is a post for me to read..
To remind me what I going to do..
So..Those who don't want to read,
No need to force yourself..
Stop acting like you want to know me more..
WHILE YOU DON'T WANT!!GET IT?!

Loneliness is filled in the world..
It follow you..
Even when you are with the one you loves,
Loneliness will still try to engulf you..
Maybe that is why..
Even when you are with your friends,
You will still feel lonely

Feel lonely in school..
Everyone is happily participating in the conversation
But I can't seem to get my turn..
Everything I said,can't seem to reach them..
They are always walking side by side,two by two,
While I walk with my imagined buddy,Silent..
I knew it all along,
It was me who don't want to participate,
Not others abandoning me but..
I just can't seem to get attention from you all..
Yes,I love attention,I do..
I want everyone to know that..
ME,Shim Foong Ting,is in this world..
And I want everyone to notice me..
I want my family to praise me..
But it just can't seem to be working..
Maybe,it was because I just don't open my heart..
But will there be anyone willing to listen to my complaints..
Willing to accept my selfishness..
The dark side of mine?
I am scared to let other sees..
Let other know that..
I am not the one they think I AM..
I want to live to everyone's expectation..
But it is very tiring..
I giving up..
I am going to live according to what I WANT..
I will not put the stupid smiling face anymore..
I will laugh when I want,
Smile when I feel like..
No more stupidly smiling away =)

What a long post huh..
Feel like reading or not is depending on you
=)

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ROAR!!
Didnt get back any paper today -.-''
Might as well stay at home and rest..
Well,lols,but got to talk with xy n zy so never mind I guess..
Anyway,took some pictures in toilet!
HEH!
Not some photos of me or any of the people..
But the things in the toilet!!
It IS NOT DISGUSTING
BUT PRETTY~
I heard that it was the GB who decorate the toilet..
Anyway,I will also be uploading some photos
which were taken few days ago..


7 good reasons why you took so long on the loo!!
*giggle*







the guy who was emo-ing in the bus..

Well,nothing,it was just a BOHAN!

Zheng yee seems to be thinking something seriously..



NAH!!He was just dozing off xD!~

That's the photos!BUAIS!

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ROAR!
Went to get a brand new spec for myself :D
The old one?I lost it in school >.>
Anyway,the person said my degree gone down :DD
Kind of unbelievable since i thought that my degree will go up instead
ANYWAY!!
Tomorrow going to receive back some papers i guess..
Wish everyone luck ~

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I'm sorry..
That's all I can say..
I really dont know what to do other than that..

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OMG~~
Every papers I took so far..
NONE SEEMS TO BE WORKING OUT
Ms Tay even said that ..
She marked our physics paper until she want to..
VOMIT BLOOD
Yar..SO SCREWED~
T___T
I want to get the scholarship award +.+
Even if only 250 also NEVER MIND!
It is enough for meeee
T___T
Please ah god~
I finally get back my bank card..
I finally get to spend the money inside my bank!!

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HOHOHO I AM DEAD!!
My SS..I AM SO DEAD..
Studied chapter 3 and 5..
Chapter 6.. er..
Only read some reference answer =)
And the question came out..
chap2,6 (one more i forgot =X)
ARGH!!
YA YA 5n6 one theme but.
Lazy study la --;
GRR!!
Chap 5 is like,easier to me T-T
Singapore stuffs,not fun at all!!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMM!!
You're 57 this year =o !!
And I never forget your birthday ~!
:DD!!
Wish you can faster forget about what dad had done.
Pretend him as non-existence

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ROAR!!
Yesterday went to watch Cyborg She with Bohan and Xinyi~
DAMN NICE NIAHAHA!!
lol!!
I feel like watching it again!!
But very waste money =.=
Whatever~!
Anyway it is dammmm nice~

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SO FULL AH!!
lol!!
Went to eat sakae buffet with~
Willy,Willy's little bro,Fuk Kin,Bohan and Xinyi~
We just kept on order and order!
6 of this,6 of that!
Even the waiter also came out to ask if we order 6 of..
SOFT SHELL CRAB SUSHI
LOL!
HAHX xDD
Love the soft shell crab sushi <3!!
Order the red plate soft shell crab sushi!
It is dammm nice!!
Anyway..
Xinyi ate until almost VOMIT --;
Geez,what little stomach you have!
You previous meal was at 8++am!
And my last meal was 2++pm!
Yet I could eat the same amount as you =o!
HEH! =x
But I kind of feel sad about that..
I am such a piggy -__-

ANYWAY~
After that,went to Bugis Kino with Bohan and Xinyi!!
Both of them bought their comic..
I also want T-T no money though haixxx~~!
Still owe so many people money --;
BLEH!!
Once again....
VERY FULL AHH!!

PS:Sakae's mochi ice cream is nice <3

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Today went for physics practical..
Was well late xDD
Because everyone was rushing me and also with a little help..
I managed to finish it in 1 hour -.-
Anyway.after that went to henderson market to eat..
Bohan,Willy and Fuk Kin went off first to book badminton court,
While Jui Hao,Zheng Yee,Ms Tay and I at there gossiped xD
Quite stupid though --;

Anyway..
Why is every day soooo...
BORED?!

OH YA...
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!
(hehe today then is the actual day =) )

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