ROAR~

This few days has tired me out.
Everyone is driving me insane.
Soon i gonna jump down from HDB block.
At skool i feel as if everyone is
either cannot be trusted or strangers.
Only one or two is still my buddy.
The rest r jus making me felt upset.
Maybe everyone in skool will tink
that i m either a quiet person
or a "high" person.
But neither is me...
I am just trying to make some frens
by pretending "high".
I am just trying to get some peace
by pretending "quiet".
Maybe i should choose to be a quiet girl
instead of acting cheerful n go around find some frens.
Bcus,in e end,they will find out u arent
that cheerful,u r jus pretending..
Well,IF they know u better.
(Not like they will really know u)

Your good buddy may said what
"No no,i have nothing against u,
i have nothing bad to comment about u,
you r the best,i dont have bad things to say abt u."
HAHA,Nothing bad? MY ASS.
In this world,not even a best couple in the world,
can maintain their peace forever.
Dont even try to say the best buddy.
No humans r perfect,
their emotions can drive the world
CRAZY.
So dont even try to tink of telling anyone
that "You are the best" or
"I have nothing but good things to say about you"
Thats all gonna be bullshit.
And you surely know its all jus a
LIE.

So dont ever try things like that,
well maybe it will works once in awhile
to make ur fren/gf/bf happy for once.
But you surely know that it wont stay forever.
After awhile,u all will starts all over again.
OF cus i m not trying to ask u all give up
of your frens ur gf or ur bf..
Just that,instead of saying those good things,
why dont you all care more about them.
Saying is just about the same as nothing.
Action speaks louder than words.
Get it in your mind!!!