I'm soooooNOT in the mood right now..

Next week is E-learning week for all subjects.
Only need go back school for submissions and NMT lecture.
Oh, social lecture too, I guess..

This means staying at home for the whole fucking day..
For the whole fucking week..

Yeah,I can rush my work during this whole week but..

I'm feeling so lonely all of a sudden hahs..
I always thought I'm already used to lonely since years ago..

P.S.
I should be happy about the fact that..
I'm having elearning week for week 11 but..
I'm not a single bit happy about it..
I know,I should let you spend your time with your friends..
But what's the different about having you overseas for 5 days?
It is like,I most probably won't see you during that week..
I'm gonna stay at the house for the fucking 5 days..
I'm so lonely and at the same time..
I'm scare..scare that..
You will forget me..

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HEHEHE!!! 2 DAY 19 HOURS MOREEEE!!!

I'm going to see my darling in just 2 day and 19 hours more <3<3 !!
Hehehehehhehehe!!!

Okay, I'm so crazy now x] !!
Hehehe!!
I can't stop smiling heheheh =x xDDDD!!!!

I'm sooooo anticipating towards it >.< !!!
hehehhehehehehehe!!!!

Miss you lots my darling <3<3!!
MUUUUUUUUUUUUUACKS!!
Must come back safely wor!! <3

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you said you LOVE us, THINK for us but..
What we've seen,experienced and heard are totally different..

A lot had happened after my darling went overseas =/..
It is like..
He only went 2 days ago, which is 15 december..
Yet so many things had happened..
I heard a lot, seen a lot and go through some of it..
I don't know what to say anymore..
I'm really scare..
My home is no longer consider as home..

P.S.
Stop blaming on him..
You should start to reflect on your own actions as well..
If you really mean what you said..
"I care for u all"..

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OH TERM BREAKS STARTED!! ENJOY!!

yeah, wish on girl..It is time for u to rush project..

Like..Freak =.=!
Really in the mood of holiday, u know?
Had been waiting for this week to come so that can like..
REST!!
But..That's all illusions =((

The so call "term break" is more like..
"term projects"..
We are to use this time to rush for our project..
The name is like so nice but..
The actual meaning behind it,simply suckssss~

A lot of assignments to be done other than projects as well =/!!

List of the things:

1. NMT blog for NARA and summary
   
2. MMP Proposal Report for Museum Visits
   
3. CMSK draft for section 2
   
4. MOS storyboarding
   
5. Jap storyboarding
   

what an enjoyable holiday..
i'm soooo anticipated

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I can't believe it..
My class is a total jerk.
Okay, not all, but at least THAT group.
Oh, not all, at least there r a few who is considered as humans.
Oh well,but no choice huh?
Everyone has flaw.

Yeah, maybe you all are reading it and know that..
Who the hell is in THAT group
But..
So what?
I'm just speaking of what i think!!

Like, what the hell?
You all wanted us to help celebrate for your group of friends..
Ok, fine with that but..
How about the REST of the class??
If you all want us to celebrate for your group of friends, then you all should celebrate OUR group of friends..
AS WELL!! GET IT?!

You all can treat us very well, like a friend.
But we know that, we are just classmates..
Not even an inch close to a TRUE friend.
There are times you all had treated us well..
but there are also times, we felt being outcasted,used.

This totally sucks.

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LALALALA!!

LOLS! So many people joined me with the breakdowns xD!
And yeah, the breakdown still continues...
NMT presentation ended yesterday but need to re-submit our report because..
We didn't include photos of our diorama inside the report and the stuffs we presented wasn't inside the report, lol!
(Well, luckily not only us =X)

ANP teach-to-learn session for our group will be tomorrow~~
Stress stress!!
And after that will be MOS storyboarding + roles breakdown.
MOS leader will be Laura, 辛苦你了！
And lastly will be MMP.. (MMP & MOS submission same day =x)
MMP.. I think im not even 50% done =_=!
And well.. I'm suppose to submit it this thursday =x
Need to stay up late to rush le!!
Jiayou!!

Oh yeah, went to the City Hall last thursday for MMP assignement..
Will upload it in facebook when i got the time =x!


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all this time, i always try my best to fit in.
all this time, i always try my best to be cheerful.
all this time, i always try to get to know more friends.
all this time.. i really wish to be friends with you all.
i really do feel happy ..
at the same time, loneliness are also building up.
no matter how much i try to befriend with you all..
i notice, it jus seems to be a gap in between..

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